When I really like something, I tend to go overboard. For example, when I discovered Wheat Thins in tenth grade, I would eat an entire box in a few days time and rationalize that because they were ‘healthy’ it was okay. But as I soon found out, by gaining weight, it wasn’t okay, really. Once I gained about six or seven pounds, I realized this was a problem that I needed to do something about. I couldn’t just say, ‘oh I’m still going to buy them, but only eat a little at a time,’ because I tried that and it didn’t work. I would say that I would only eat a few, but eat half the box in two sittings. I just had to stop buying them whenever I went grocery shopping. In doing so I lost the weight I gained and felt a lot better about myself.
Just like with Wheat Thins, (which feels like a silly analogy now that I’m writing this out) when something is distracting me from my walk from Christ, I have to cut it out completely. Obviously I have to cut out things that are sins as per the Bible, like stealing or lying for example, but also things that aren’t sins in and of themselves, but can become sins if I overindulge.
Tumblr is my sin, my overindulgence. Though there is a nice Christian community here, I find that I sometimes try to replace my time in the Word with time on Tumblr instead of Tumblr being supplementary. I spend a lot of time on here instead of actually doing things and that is not a good way to be a steward of the gifts God has given me. Anyhow, I’m leaving Tumblr. I’m going to try to find a way to keep the posts I’ve made so far, but I’ll be deleting this within a week. Haha, I know nobody really cares, but my email address is asongforafriend@aim.com if you ever want to reach me for whatever reason.
Peace and blessings,
Me